26 September 2013

Ch-ch-changes

I'm not a child of the sixties, seventies, or even the eighties. I've never been to Scarborough Fair, met any self-proclaimed walruses, or visited any celestially themed houses of ill repute.
(I have, however, put flowers in my hair and danced around. I ain’t even gonna hide it.)

Despite all this, I still love a lot of the music made from before I was born. A lot of that love probably stemmed from the fact that I was an outsider looking in on that music, a time traveler going back to the origins of what I know and love from today. To a certain extent, I created my own mythology around these artists. When I was younger, I wished I could have written poetry with Jim Morrison (though honestly, I probably wouldn’t have understood a damn thing he said, and he probably wouldn’t have understood it himself either), or had a coffee chat with John Lennon (though maybe it wouldn’t have been as pleasant as I had imagined). And oh my gosh, would I have LOVED to meet with Freddie Mercury (and that will never change). 
(Or maybe I just would've spent that time staring at Jim Morrison)
More than any other artist, I, like countless others, fell in love with the mystique of David Bowie. By sheer virtue of being born when I was (Thanks a lot, universe!), I found out about him after his quote-unquote ‘sell-out’ days of Let’s Dance or Never Let Me Down, though I do remember hearing “Dancing in the Street” all the time. (Thankfully I didn’t see the video while growing up, or it would have ruined Bowie for me forever. Thanks a lot, universe!)

As a kid who didn’t really fit in and didn’t like most of the music that was popular as I was growing up, I clung to his themes of alienation and rebellion like a Ziggy wannabe to a stick of eye kohl. I went into his back catalogue and experienced it all for myself, without any real context or explanation. When I first listened to Station to Station, for instance, I had no idea that he had been strung out on blow and couldn’t even remember making that album. All I did know is that “Wild is the Wind” made me want to weep at his feet like a One Direction fan at a band autograph session. “Station to Station” made me feel immensely cool, like I was in on a secret that only the in-crowd knew. It, like the rest of his albums, epitomized what it was to be a rock star, and what real music could sound like. It could transcend music, and take on the form of Art.
Station to Station-era Bowie

By the time I had found him, despite his continual output of new albums until 2003, he had already passed into history. People waxed poetic about his glory days, how he was The Rock Rebel, his Berlin trilogy and groundbreaking experimentalism. He was always a “was”, never an “is.” History became legend. Legend became myth. And for (two and a half thousand) many years, David Bowie passed out of the public eye.

So when earlier this year, Bowie reemerged with new material, I was thrilled, perhaps in some ways even more than most. Keep in mind that in many ways I had created my own David Bowie. For me, David Bowie had never really been a living, breathing artist. I mean, sure I’d seen him in movies and TV shows. But in my mind he lived alongside Lennon and Morrison as a legend of a bygone era. With “Where Are We Now?”, however,  I saw him for the first time in Real time. And it was at once grounding and uplifting. Here was the man I had long respected and admired, but he was, gulp, human. His voice was aged and cracking, and as many others have stated, the song sounded as much as a swansong as anything else. But it was thrilling. Here was my hero, and he was glorious in his fragility, his fallibility. I shivered as I heard him sing of “walking the dead”. When the rolling drums of the bridge kicked in, I could feel my heart beat faster with excitement. Though he wasn’t the Bowie in my head—the invincible rock n’ roller from space—he was still Bowie, and he really was doing what Bowie does best; that is, creating a soundscape, a story, and drawing the audience into it.
Bowie, past and present

The Next Day has been met with universal acclaim, according to helpful web sources. Part of the reason that many music critics have said they like it so much is because it’s ‘like old Bowie’. But it’s not old Bowie; it’s old Bowie (see what I did there?). Today’s Bowie is not the same man who pranced around in a one-armed leotard singing of well-hung aliens. He’s a world-worn, experienced man who has a lot to say and a hell of a way of saying it. The chameleon of rock has changed again, only this time, it’s to reveal his own face…or at the very least, the closest approximation of it we’ve ever been shown.

Why the obsession with ‘before’ and ‘after’ Bowie? Sure, it may be the case that now instead of Beatles mania, we have Bieber fever ("Hide your children!"), and instead of the twist we have the twerk (Need I remind you of the need to protect your younglings?). Still, music, like the people who make and enjoy it, is constantly evolving and changing. That doesn’t make it better or worse, simply different. I mean, imagine how mindbogglingly dull it would be if, despite advances in technology and the ever-evolving, ever-diversifying world of listeners, music were the same as "back in the good old days." Albums like Funeral by Arcade Fire, for instance, though they hearken back to acts that came before them, just wouldn't have been made earlier--and for many reasons couldn't have been made earlier. And that's fine.



(And speaking of Arcade Fire, here's their newest single, feat. Bowie on backup vocals from around the 4 min mark)

Ultimately, the best music transcends time and epoch. It may capture the zeitgeist of its own time--I would argue that the best music does--but it does more than that. It reinvents, pushes the boundaries of its day. It continues to challenge its changing audience even beyond then and has them ascribe their own meanings to it. Why else would works like The Catcher in the Rye or The Great Gatsby continue to be so widely read today? (Other than the fact that they're forced upon unwitting high school students)

I think this calls for an explanation from the master of change himself.






13 March 2013

On writing blogs and watching paint dry


'Write a blog about it.'

It's amazing how whenever people begin a new chapter in their lives, be it training lions in Kenya to dance or trying to solve the missing-sock-in-the-dryer epidemic (clearly this is one field of research not getting NEARLY enough government funding), the first response is 'write a blog about it'.

Our world changes so quickly. By the time I will have posted this, approximately twelve different pop icons will have gone through hastily patched up divorces, only to then marry their nanny's sisters; scientists will have discovered that x food prevents cancer, only to have a group of rival scientists dismiss that as complete and utter bullshit, when clearly y food will do the trick; and so on.

One of these many changes is, of course, The Blog. A lifeform that crawled out of the primordial ooze that is the internet, first a fledgling flimsy little thing flitting about trying to find its place in the Great Circle of Internet Life. But now, The Blog is formidable indeed, having dominion over a vast kingdom of bloggers and their followers.
I suppose I'm now to be counted among the ranks of its subjects.

How did it come to be this way? Well, as I'm sure I'll mention in many posts to come, I've moved to Japan from the United States to teach English. The specifics of it are another matter for another post, but suffice it to say that my life now is, um, significantly different from how it was before. And if other people are keeping blogs about how their Yorkshire puppy is teething now ('Oh, the little tyke got to my shoes again today! Third time this month, the little basta--I mean scamp, hahahaha!'), then surely I'm allowed to--nay, virtually required to--keep a blog about my life now.

Or so I was told by a number of my friends. I feel a bit like a five year-old whose parents are encouraging her to hang her frankly pretty abysmal finger painting on the fridge. Only the fridge is super, super public. Those parents should probably consider remodeling. Who knows what the neighbors can see from that bay window of theirs.

"Who the hell am I to keep a blog? I'm only slightly more exciting than watching paint dry, and even that depends on the kind of paint," I thought to myself as I sat alone in my dimly lit room lamenting my fate, watching the outside world go on existing, unaware of my soul-crushing agony as I sought a raison d'ĂȘtre.

But then I turned on the life and shut off the Morrissey and got to thinking...always a dangerous thing to do...
Some of my favorite blogs, like Hyperbole and a Half, for instance, aren't about searching for the meaning of life or anything about that. They're about regular people, doing regular things. 

How are these blogs interesting, I wondered to myself. 
Well, they just are.
We can relate to them. We realize that hey, other people out there have had similar experiences as us and our friends/family. And they tell us about it in a way that is both relatable and entertaining. These blogs make us laugh, cry, vomit (ok, hopefully not vomit), and we love them for it.

I don't pretend to be a skilled writer. One of my favorite teachers in high school gave me a book of Dorothy Parker essays that I loved, which inspired me to pursue my newfound, surely lifelong dream of being a writer...which lasted about a week. But, oh! what a week.
There isn't going to be a theme to this blog. This isn't going to be like a Robert Downey, Jr. movie where he always plays the same role (himself...though he is frustratingly good at it). Expect everything to be quite varied and quite random.
In spite of (because of?) all this, I hope you can come to laugh, cry, or even vomit if you so choose at my posts. Though, if you do choose to vomit, please keep that to yourself, thanks ever so.

'Write a blog about it,' they said.

Don't mind if I do.